I appreciate the asks regarding if I am alright :p
I am.
Treatment A has failed, but I at least have a diagnosis and can seek out a specialist on the subject rather than just vainly trying things. Good news is insurance covers my back massages! Bad news is they are usually agonizing :p
I have not been drawing, sadly.
I’m also on adderall which has cured my ADD but killed my libido (like, I have not gotten off in a month and a half and I’m not remotely horny). When I was on strattera I was an insatiable sex machine. It turned off all of my kink limits too… but it did nothing for what it was treating XD